loneliness vs alone

the air pressure around me is shifting. some days, i just feel very much alone, even tho i'm surrounded by ppl i love. but i kno i'm not alone. so is this the loneliness that's gripping my heart?

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Simone said…
Come to NYC soon. You won't be lonely here : )
12:13 PM
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